Words mean nothing! I need action. Talk talk talk. All I'm hearing is empty promises and attitude. When will those become full promises and those attitudes positive actions? Huh? when?
Exactly. You don't know. you have no idea. well let me tell you something Missy. I didn't come to this earth to be.............this! this thing people call Krista. I came here to do something worth telling about when I die. I came here to be great and what are we doing? blogging. that's right, blogging, instead of hiking MT. Everest or making out with a hot Australian while swimming the Great Barrier REEF!
And it is all because of you. yes you. holding me back, making me feel like i don't deserve to have a hot Australian. Always telling me how second rate I am. how I will never be who i want to be or go where I want to go because i don't have any money or time or the looks or talent or enough spiritual power or I'm not ready.
Your just scared. Scared that something bad will happen. someone will not like you or you'll die before your time. well guess what, with the way you are living, you could already be counted as deceased.
Well NO MORE. this is an intervention and i plan on stopping you from holding me back any longer. Guess what we are going to do? you and me are go to do whatever we want when we want. now i don't mean in the stupid defiant teenager way, i mean the do-it-because-it-is-fun-and-good-for-you kind of way. instead of just staring at the cute guy sitting across from us, we are going to say hi. or instead of feeling like a fat lard every time we look into mirrors, we are going to embrace our beautiful curves!
no more I cant's, i hate's, or fake I don't want to's. We will do all that we want. And won't do what we don't want. no more letting others walk all over us, no more holding back because we want to keep that protective cloak of timid around us. I am sick of not feeling like I'm worth anything just because you are miserable with life and need company. I am going to be happy and who I really am from now on, and it is up to you if you want to join me. But you better hurry, this train called life leaves immediately!
